If I could erase myself from your life, what would I forget?
Every notion every trinket, could simply disappear, but how do I scrub the memory, of simply being here?
And how would it help me, trying to make you forget? While I suffer alone with the love I could not give….
will not give, but keep locked away for myself, because no one should love a monster or submit to such ugly pain.
Vanish into my vanity… Slip into the dark. Breathe seeking sanity, succumb to the farse. Hold me tight dear monster, I cannot disappear, but I can hide a little longer, taking comfort in my fear.